Enough

I think I've exhausted plenty of heart and energy as it is. Do I still see a point? No, not really.
Maybe we'll try plan B sometime in the future. Ignorance is apparently the key to this.
So says chairman Mao.
The most difficult thing is being able to hide all this and play it right.
Game theory, easy in theory. Difficult to pull off. Like a game of nuclear chicken. How do you push the other player into a mutually or unilaterally advantageous position? After you decide that, staying power and balls is the next key. Don't have that key right now. A drug isn't a key. What now?

Fuck this. I swore this would be more than a pussy diary. Something insightful, something only the clarity of physical exhaustion could bring. Seems we now know where the problem lies. Lack of any physical exhaustion makes the mind weak and the soul finding. Fuck. Stupid human.